I didn't come to musical practice yesterday, and I heard I was almost kicked out. It sucks how I cant get a period away from the madness. I have no lunch period or a free period. Well, if you count in 1st period at 7:30, lol. I have no free time and it truly sucks that I cant be at 3 places at once. The musical requires my attendance or "I'm not putting it as a priority" which will lead to my probation, which I think I am already on. If I don't go to cheer leading, I cannot do pep rally. With absence from pretty much anything, and coming home late and doing homework late as well, waking up early - it all comes with consequences. I will ask to miss a day a week from Musical and try to explain everything I am doing to the director. Lesson learned though, I will not be able to do musical next year and overbook myself as much. There is too much on my plate. The thing about me, is that I LIKE being overbooked and involved! Im glad that I am so into my school. I see the people I used to hang out with everyday, cutting class, smoking weed. And Im glad that I have put myself in an environment that pushes for my success rather than my failure. We all learn this one day. Education is so important. I guess I need to learn my priorities in life.
I am going to pray about it. Prayer helps and mends this stress and worry.
WHAT I LOOK FORWARD TO IS THE FIRST DAY OF JUNE WHERE I WILL HAVE NO ENGAGEMENTS, NO SHOWS, NO PEP RALLYS, NO ELECTIONS, SO FORTH.
I know it will all be over soon. Two more months still the start of June. Can't wait!
I hope you all are having a happy Tuesday.